otomen

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.............................
.is '.............................' all i need?
.well,seems like im frustrated ait?
.yes i am
.who wouldnt??if they r in my shoes,they'll noe how i feel
.i guess,not all would face against da despair im facing
.wat eva lerk

.okay
.we'll start over
.today's tuesday
.yesterday's monday
.i miss my syg
.its been 4 days since i called her
.myb she's already in klang
.myb she's not
.how da hell am i suppose to noe
.im not a fu**ing wizard to noe
.im bored
.lonely
.always hungry
.eventhough byk food kt umah
.tah la,tgk je xlalu nk mkn

.im done wiv games
.must start study
.joking!!!like i will

.;( kene g casa
.boring.da la kt pd
.mlm2 da la jiwa kosong
.xtaw le bwat pe mlm2 kt stu
.6 ari
.prog 5 ari,30 - 4
.tp kene reg 29,plus 4 da blk lps breakfast
.da la 26 org je
.xphm tol
.npe xbwat time last sem??
.huhuhu
.k r
.buuuhsan

.chowsinchi

DarKEsT SecrET

.dark secret?common thing in this new era,rite??
.darkest secret?wats da diff anyway?
.so,will u want to noe bout ur family darkest secret or will u let ur curiosity down?
.some people may want to be isolate from diz kind of secret
.example,me.
.i prefer not being told but sumtime they just need to talk
.n im da 1 left who dont noe
.i hate secrets
.y people need to ave secret anyway?
.i dunno la my fren,org2 skrg nh mmg pelik2 la
.maleh eden nk melayan nyer

.ari nh 1st June,bermulanya era postpaid aq
.hahaha,no still same tp da jd postpaid
.tgk la byk mane aq gne
.bru bjinak2,so,tgk la ujung bulan nnt
. =D
.plus, le gayot
.murah saja ma
.bak kate apek yg promo kt aq

.k la
.nh sume sbb buhsan
.so,da~~~

moDE apE sKRg nh??

.da lme gle nk b'blogging tp asyik dihalng oleh masa
.bkn pe, byk hal la kalo nk blog
.xpe,kte start dr awal la,bkn xbole

.hehehe =D
.aq abes paper 23 hb tuh
.tp aq kene tgu mmbr,sbb die nk support tol
.so,aq tgu r
.tgu punyer tgu, die pn abes paper
.tp da petang
.xpe,tgu jugak
.sbb aq xd duet X(
.so,aq pn xpack ari jumaat
.aq grk blk umah ari ahad
.smpi senawang dlm kol 2-3 lebey r
.xhingat r
.then grk blk umah smpi dlm kol 7
.bkn pe,on da way balek tuh aq nk xcdent 3 kali
.ad xcdent kt 2 tmpt
.done wiv dat

.next day,monday
.satu family aq kejot aq
.dowg paksa aq g ikot dowg g mersing
.aq mmg mls nk g
.mersing ad ape je
.coverage pn cm kureng sbb ye la
.beach
.pastuh,mak aq ckp ayat keramat
.'kecik ati mama angah xnk ikot'
.halamak,mmg kene pegi la jwbnyer
.smpi ati plak nk mak korg kecik ati
.aq xsmpi
.so,berangkat la aq satu family g mersing

.Selase
.suda di mersing
.aq mls nk mandi laut
.aq da ghelap
.mls nk m'ghelapkn diri ku ini lg
.lol
.dlm kol 10 pas adeq2 aq mandi laut
.papa tye,nk g mne?
.nk g kuantan ke x?
.aq dgn mls menjwab
.jom balek pa,penat r
.hehehehe
.so,papa mls nk byk cite,ikot je

.Rabu,Khamis
.tah aq bwat pe tah XP

.Jumaat
.pg2 buta aq tgk bola
.tdo xbgn g smyg jumaat ;(
.Syg marah
.hehehehe
.then,kentang ngan bujal ajk g tgk wayang
.aq contact kenit
.die nk g kl pulak
.xd kje ke g kl
.so,ktowg g tgk narnia 2:Prince Caspian
.ok la
.sbb pilihan cite xbyk kt bp
.igt nk tgk longkhong 2
.malangnyer,xd lg di cni
.aq tukar no phone aq dr prepaid to postpaid
.tah la,aq mmg nk tukar
.pastuh promo nh xya deposit
.aq bwat jela
.sape xnk benda free,kn?
.skg nh nk msok toilet pn kene byr
. =P
.then balek umah,maklong da ad
.ble plak makcik aq nh ad?
.mak aq call time aq on da way balek
.die suro beli roti
.aq bli,rupenyer sbb ad maklong aq
.bknnyer maklong aq mkn roti tuh
.cume mak aq nk ad la roti

.then,Sabtu
.ari nh
.bgn lambat
.then da bgn,lunch sesorg
.tdo balek
.sengal tol idop aq ari nh
.then kuar
.aq ngh donlod naruto
.buhsan
.nk g date,ein bz lak
.cian die ulang alik klang jb
.mls r nk kaco die
.hehehe

.so,seian utk ari ini
.chalooo
. =D

Suda Sabtu Lagi

.HuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHuaHua  (T_T)

.Da ari sabtu lg skali

.Selase da paper vector,xabes cover g

.bru smpi chap 3,blom msok langrage g,huhuhu

.xpe,gambatte tomen,u noe u can do it

.hahaha,smlm tdo plg lme,tah bpe jam tah

.tdo dlm kol 3.30 pas mkn pas blk smyg jumaat

.pastuh gone tdo mati smpi kol 10.30,g dinner

.then tdo g dlm kol 2 lebey,smpi kol 5.30

.bgn2 study2!!!hahaha

.idop cm lg trok dr kt skola,kene force diri sndri nk telan math nh

.hohoho,kalo otak aq nh hard disk xpe,kalo xmo le delete

.nh otak cm shredder,msok input tok didelete

.tah la,smpt cover kalo skip2 tp tkot lak kalo yg aq skip tuh msok

.cane nh,dilemma nh

.xpe,relax jap,donlod anime naruto jap.bce manga sket2

.then smbg,tgh tegar telan nombor2 nh,cm men nombor 4d lak

.lol (+..+)

.ishrat ckp,'men,ko kalo study mmg lapar eh?'

.hahaha,die tsedar kalo aq study,aq byk mkn

.tah,aq mmg cmtuh,kalo study hard sket kene mkn lebey

.sng lapa,myb sbb rokok kurg,ye r,nk study ad asap xle knsntrat kot

.tp skg nk budget le dpt grade pe.ikot kn le dpt A- sume

.kalo aq dpt full mark tok paper2 final

.harapan tuh ad,ximpossible tp susah la

.aq bkn le ingt sume2 formulae nh

.hikhikhik

.le gila gelak pk nk dpt full mark

.ishrat lak da potong rambut cm die time foundy

.bapak klaka dowh

.xle blah,tp le thn gelak g r

.k r,sesi ground & pound nk mule da

.chow2

.=P

4 hari berlalu

.Ari nh masok ari rabu sude

.Da kol 0618,of coz la rabu

.ngah bwat note vector

.hotak die,4 ari bru cover 2 chapter

.baru vector,blom ct g,dge??

.hayolawei,rilex2,bak kte tah sape la kn 'dun b glaba2 man'

.hahaha

.rambut suda potong,kepala suda ringan juga la

.tara rimas2 lg

.td penat 'bakar' dvd,(walhal xpenat pn) nk crk cte tok cuti

.xkn nk stock up ngan cte2 lme?

.agk2 ironman ad g ke ble aq start cuti?

.aq nk tgk do,nk sesangat

.tp kalo da abes,ape nk bwat

.crk kt dc la gamaknyer

.aq da plan,dpt scholar,nk bli kasut futsal,snicker,baju 2,jeans satu

.oohh ye,bola futsal satu kot (kalo duet ad g) =P

.then,simpan la

.kene saving do,kang jd cm sem nh naya perot aq

.da la badan nh kering,kesian badan aq nh

.lol

.k r,nk smbg bwat note

.chow =D

Study Week suda BERLALU

Ya, ari Sabtu suda mari...

Maknenyer!!! study week da abes :(

Maknenyer!!! exam week da dtg :( 

TAKOT!!!! (ye la sgt :P)

lme xblog, xd mase r. plus tenet bengong, pepaham la yerk. tenet free, terima je la...nk tenet kt umah xle, line tepon xd, coverage tok phone pn cm nk xnk je...ape nk bwat...hehehe

so, kte start ngan ari isnin

isnin - buhsan, smpi tol smpg pulai kol 6, nk tekucil punye pasal, trn awl la...xkn aq nk kucil kt dlm bas kot, maw kene sepak ngan co-driver bas tuh, smpi utp kol 8 mlm, mkn2 siap kol 11 kot, study vector, bukak2 cosmark, klaka do, kalo kre2 blk aq le dpt A- je kalo aq nyer paper final full mark...(kalo full mark la kn, harapan hahaha)

selasa - buhsan gak, bukak2 ct ngan dge sket2, pastu bukak vector balek...takot do, vector cos mark aq plg rendah, nangis aq kalo fail

rabu - tdo, mkn, men game, tdo blk...xle study, migrain dtg menyerang...hahahaha, siot do migrain nh, time aq nk study la die dtg, time aq ngah men2 xd plak die nk dtg... sje je kaco aq study

khamis - wash & cut, aq berambut baru skg...hohoho, shampoo girl tuh frenly gak, aq xreti r nk bebual ngan amoi gunting rambut tuh, haha, tkot aq...kang sala topik kang, naya...ad yg msok lokap sbb sexsual harassment, xmo aq...

jumaat - nk anta komponen dge, brader lab tuh xd...siot tol, mkn gaji buta ke, ble aq nk anta je xd...pastuh mlm g men snooker ngan badet,indera,zaim,wahi,teddy...1st frame, team aq-indera-teddy menang lwn team zaim-wahi-badet, 2nd frame, men separate table, aq lawan badet ngan wahi...wahi menang,badet 2nd aq last :( 3rd frame, aq menang, badet 2nd wahi klh...badet xaci r, asl die asyk 2nd je??wakakaka

tuh je la kot...

until next time, aq nk study heee :D 

chow!!!!

im SAD :(

nape?why?porke?nandato?dastebayo?pe jadah g bahase yg aq le merepek tok tye kenape???

sedeh taw x...sedeh...team da lme bwat...xpenah rse match kt final...kecewa la...plz la...atleast,skali kt utp nh dpt msok final tok futsal,ckp la...tp of coz aq nk every time dpt msok final...aq k menang...nape ble da ad sinar harapan nk g next round mesti jd cmnh???time foundy,player sume xd,yg tgl cume yg injured2 je...last sem,injury...diz sem,player xde!!!siyes aq xle accept...aq da dpt byg team g next round,lwn azure,azure jr,its not dat we cant or unable to give them a good match,but da luck is not on our side...last sem da prove dat team ktowg le compete...seri ngan team thai,yg sem nh nama dowg azure jr,nice la...diz sem aq nk lwn lg,so dat ad memory yg le kte sesame cerita ble da tua nnt,i mean ble da keje nnt kn...

aq harap,sblm aq kene stop men futsal,aq nk men kt final match,n win da tourney...aq xharap da winning goal,aq cume nk men futsal,in a team,ngan korg n menang tourney...aq xle men ngan team len...aq xmo...tp aq nk men ngan korg yg sanggup men ngan aq...xsusah...im giving my best every macth n i hope my teammate will give their best shot too...dats not so easy to ask but not so hard to do,aq taw if korg hype sgt,korg le injured,xpe...bg injured2 nh aq settlekan...bia aq injured kn org len b4 dowg injured kn korg xkesah la if aq injured skali...but...benda da lps...aq...da xle bwat pe sem nh...so team,next sem,new tourney,aq nk new lineup eh...da discuss kn,mcm ok jerk...yg penting komitmen...

huh,kene b'semangat...badet a.k.a kapten pn ok je,asl aq xle...kene cube lg...xpe la...im very dissapointed wiv myself,wiv da team but i think we all r matured n rational enuf to noe y we lose :l well,da truth r always hard to b accepted...ari nh da xmo bwat pe da...xd mood...bye2...

Half-Part of Me

U noe, if anyone could ever understand me, im willingly give my life for that person sake... of course,without involving others... cause, i dont even understand myself... y do people said dat im lucky to have diz, to have dat, to choose over diz or dat...y people said dat when u have a preety girlfriend, u r lucky? y do people said dat everyperson who are gifted wiv good look are lucky?

y cant people think wat will be the outcome of my future and things dat i sacrificed if i were to have diz & dat, choose diz over dat? i hate people like dat...i dun choose diz over dat or dat over diz without thinking, without sacrififing sumthing dat are important to me...ive sacrifice many things to gain sumthing...which most lead to sumthing dat i cant say good coz its bad...i cant c da future for god's sake...

i judge n do my action according to da situation though sumtimes i do get overreacted, or seems like i cant control my anger... im used to be a hot-headed boy with uncontrollable anger n within a split second, i can b moody n just shout mad at those who try to understand me(maybe)... now,ive changed a bit... i managed to control it somehow, strain myself from shouting at others, do stupid things dat hurt people... i realized im not a boy anymore... but wiv da current me, im not qualified to b called man yet... wat am i? a guy? help me realize who am i... im hopeless in this matter... diz side of me is da most annoying n helpless dat i always feel useless, unforgivable, moron...

actually, i dun intend to wrote bout those crap... hahaha, its just in my situation, i dun have sum1 to tell bout it... so i write it in diz blog... u noe wat, i can b a nice friend from afar, when u try to get closer, u will just get pain... dats y i have a limit in friends... though i can click wiv almost evry1... im not as closed as u think i am... being fake-friendly is my no 1 skill so dat i dun look rude... i dunno how to be friendly in da 1st place... so, this fake-friendly is wat i usually greet u all wiv... not because im trying to hurt ur feeling... im using it to secured my own... u dunno wat da hell ive been through in diz life dat ive been living, so am i to u... so, im sorry from da bottom of my heart if my fake-friendly ever hurt u... im very fragile inside... cant b helped... im full of doubt n curiousity... if i ever stayed wiv an answer, dat would b the answer from my instict or my heart... coz wiv my brain n rationality, im not as gud as u all...

im done, i dun think im gonna b a good keeper this weekend coz sincerely, both my wrist was once dislocated n da pain suddenly reappeared after da last match... ill try my best... even if it'll take my left hand, my right hand cannot give la, want to answer exam mcm mane if tarak? hahaha... ill give my evry guts i have for the sake of the team im in... i hate losing coz ive lose to much...

so my blog-friends...so long, n good luck wiv ur final paper :)

P/S : da feeling in my heart rite now is =l

Sebab2 Anda Balek Ke Bilik By Fara & Otomen

01. tido

02. browse internet

03. reading (as if)

04. chatting

05. gossiping

06. basuh bajoo

07. kaco rum8

08. kaco org blk sebelah

09. mandi(??...faranyer idea)

10. texting people(sbb phone tgl kt blk :P )

haha...sbb kami amat buhsan di bilik,smbl chat tersembul idea kt ats kepala utk bwat list y people blk bilek...hahaha...lol

Foxs & Friends & Futsal a.k.a. 3F

yeay!!!pada 13 april,ahad,9.30++ foxs and frens telah berjaya memenangi perlawanan futsal pertama kami menentang Kanye...Kanye dibarisi pemain such as Arjun,Suresh,Valsan,Munawwar,Yogen n lg 3 aq xknal :P plus,mun n yogen xd...lega sket aq...hikhikhik...angke score sebijik dgn hasil titik peluh keeper dowg...pass kt angke sape suro,kn angke da score cm torres...then wanjoke sebijik...hasil assist nk jatuh aq,le blagak nh...walaupun kenit berjaya dibolosi akibat kesilapan aq n indera serta kenit...nk bwat cane,aq injured (alasan) so tlps bola tuh...

haha...nmpknyer injury tapak kaki aq mkn saket...

ketiadaan badet amat terasa...

bye rakan2...